makes you think bout the stuff taken granted now, doesn't it?

Yeah, definatly.

like sometimes we complain about things that we can't get but should think about what we have

and sometimes we spent so much time just looking at the door that had just closed, we never look at the one that had just opened.

I wouldnt worry too much about dieing...as crazy as it may sound, I have a theory your consciousness exists on another plane of reality. The complexities of the human brain exist algorithmically to give view to this consciousness. Think about it, how can a bunch of molecules create awareness? Trust me, I can actually *feel* it...like it follows me around, I can see beyond sometimes, as if im a blind and deaf person in this other reality...it feels so...familiar...i cant describe it otherwise, except it feels familiar...

Ok, about the pain... Chruser, if we are just energy, and you say who cares about how we feel, its about the future.... Then, the future will think that too.... And if we are just energy, and we have feelings that are... just energy, then when we all die, it will be energy... cells saying somthing wronge... it wont matter, becasue everyone will think about the ''future'' Its everyman for themselves here...

We only want to make the most of our lives the way it is at this moment and in our future..not the universes future, now and the fact that the universe will be gone later won't really matter because you, me, and everyone here will be gone. Chruser, it almost sounds like you really want a mass suicide or murder. It sounds like you're fighting life and don't want to have fun in it. I don't know you that well so I really don't know what you are thinking or what you can mean by this. Anyway...