Life's looking up again.
 

Goddamn it feels good to be me right now. I'm graduating from my school. That's four whole fucking years of angst and drama being left behind. The only regret I have is I wasn't more social and that I'll be leaving all my friends behind. But hey, a better life is ahead methinks.

The guy I want to move in with FINALLY has a job. Sweet, right? Maybe next we'll get a place of our own. Cross your fingers. Monkeys are funny. I can taste purple.

I'm going to Canada in June with my ex (hoping to). He's going to be meeting his real mother for the first time since he was very little. It's an exciting chapter in his life and I'm honored I'll be able to be apart of it, though I am the alternative (his boyfriend was in a car accident and is immobile for two months. Ouch, right?).

I"m being interviewed for something!!!!!!!! Sweet :D I'm being interviewed by a friend's mother about being gay in a Catholic school. Should prove to be fairly interesting.

Finally...freedom. I'm leaving my mom behind in a couple of months for school and the start of a new life. I can't help but feel like saying "Finally." I love my mom and I think, despite all the differences and fighting we've done, I wouldn't trade her for the world, but I want to be free from her. I want to experience life. I know there are hardships and pain ahead. I know I can't be prepared for everything. I know I don't know everything. I've conveyed that, like Socrates claimed, I know nothing. You learn by experiencing life. I'm ready to do that. Hardships or an easy time. Sorrow or happiness. I'm ready, I think.

Anyways, commentary or anything?

You live a strange life. *shrug*

It sucks that you are persecuted for your sexual preferences.

Yeah man but what can you do about it? he chooses to have penis in the butt.

Homosexuality and the roman catholic church!? That's the first time I've heard those two mentioned in the same sentence! el oh el.

Never heard of gay priests?

But they're Protestant, ain't they?

Most of them are Roman Catholic.

The only persecution I get is from my mom. I've been well accepted otherwise and I'm quite thankful for that.

There's something funny in that statement.

Anyway, I had the impression that you were looked down upon at school.

Just by some people (the priests). As a whole, the teachers don't know save for a few and the ones that do are cool with it (considering we have three gay teachers and a lesbian teacher).

Also, no trip to Canada. Can't afford it now. Need money for rent/deposit.

I was being sarcastic. For money you should whore yourself out, Kagom.

No...I'm not a fan of casual sex, even if it is for money :D

Casual sex kicks ass. I prefer wearing tshirts than suits and ties.

It makes me a bit uncomfortable, but that's not discussion for here.

Did you miss the lame joke? Nevermind.

lol. You should explain the job to him via whispering sweet nothings in his ear, Grav.

Now I get it =o

The blonde in my hair is starting to affect me.

glad to hear shits turning around. If you could, post the questions that they ask you about going to catholic school and your replies. I think some of us would likw to read that.

Hopefully you are going to college, and hopefully a four year college. Little career advise. First year, enjoy college make friends with fun and smart people. Second year, same but except work at the campus. Oh, and also get your gpa above 3.2. Third year, go and work for something relate to your major. Four year, apply and work for well known companies. If your dady does not own a muti million dollars company, I suggest you follow my advise, else you will be fuck by the time you graduate from college, oh and time in college fly since it's just too much fun here. This apply to anyone going to college and in college.

Find gay Fortune 500 executives to write love letters to. You know at least a few have to be.