bleh
 

things have really started to go downhill. Like, everything. I don't want to say completely here but, I'm really scared and I'm just always upset. If someone doesn't mind talking, it would be really apreciated.

Does this involve your boyfriend?

nope.

Why are you scared..?

If it doesn't concern a partner, it must be a father/family issue.

Life began turning really shitty for you early on, or what? I know you said everything is going wrong, but is it a multiple number of big things making it shitty or just a bunch of little stuff? Both are equally annoying.
No one should have to live in fear and be upset all the time; you must be miserable.

its some big shit and alot of little shit. its like the only time i feel somewhat better is if i just get away from everything and wander the streets for a while, which probably isn't good.

IT'S A BIIIIIIIIIIG SHIT!

http://www.soulpix.com/animals/manti...ing_mantis.jpg

that picture is going to haunt my dreams for a while now. thank you.

He's partly crouched behind the leaf, as if waiting to strike.

That sucks. Usually when shit isn't going right for me I just hike out in the woods, and most of the time take a friend along and we just smoke a bunch. Either way, the hike is a good release from pressures in life, you just get to relax and take everything in. Thinking it over there is a lot easier too. Just a thought, though your street walking may not be too good.

Maybe he's just shy.

That's creepy...funny, but weird.

actually, our streets are probably a shit load safer then the nearest woods.

and it's times like these where things get really bad and theres no one. i try talking to poeple and they could care less and it just makes things so much worse

Well if you want to talk about that stuff I'm available for a little while. PM me if you would like, you seem to be struggling with shit.

While I'm sure a lot of us can give you good advice, you can't really expect people over the internet who don't even really know your internet persona to care much. Except HoH. :-p

Plus, you can't always trust the advice you get here. For instance, I tried taking the route you're taking when I was younger and talking to a member here. He was an old-school member named Kuja. In the end he just tried to convince me that Hentai was better than regular porn.

i just need someone i really dont care who its just so messed up

Get a white friend.

Mj is racist :-X