Well if this is how things work around here then I see no point in trying anymore. Every time I tried to be a mod people would just bitch and bitch and I couldn't get anything done for fear that I would just get demodded for whatever I was trying to do.

When sov wanted stuff done he had to do it through chruser, that's why chruser noticed he was active, but when I want to close something, I don't announce it, I just do it and go on about my business.

But, there's better people than me for the job, Sov just isn't one of them. My past pretty much doesn't give me a chance, and since everyone was watching my all the fucking time I was scared to even do anything.