Same thing happened to me with my first. You all know about that drama, most of you, anyway.
I didn't want to accomplish any of the goals I had set for myself, that I had set for us. For several, several months. I didn't want to do anything. Then one morning I woke up smiling. I still love her, but it's true what they say about that...
At least I know I had something so great in my life at one point in time, that it's possible to grasp it again. I know it isn't impossible anymore. And until then, I am just going to enjoy life, and let whatever happens, happen.

Maybe tonight we'll fly so far away... We'll be lost before the dawn...