That is not what I ment...I ment I spent a hella lot of time w/ him and shrugged off hanging out with my fri...oh forget it...I'm sorry I even try...I'm sorry I fucked you over Chris...I'm sorry I've waisted everyone's time...I'M sorry... Maybe I am a slut for hurting a good man...but damn it it's just my life right?...I only get one...

"The belonging you seek is not behind you, it's ahead."
--Maz Kanata