Everything keeps me going. I've never once thought about suicide. Never. I wake up in the morning thinking about what I'm going to do for the day.

Most of the time, I head over to my girlfriend's house and talk/relax with her. She is the joy of my life. I just know I'm going to get married to her one day. Hell, if I was out of college, I'd marry her right now.

School keeps me going. As rediculous as that sounds, I like school. It keeps me busy. I'm ranked 21 right now going into my senior year and I really want top 20. I'll get there, hopefully.

My family/friends keep me going. I have an awesome family(except for my step-mom, the bitch). They care for me and I care for them. I have awesome friends. They introduced me to a whole lot of illegal stuff and I'm not sure wether to thank them or hate them for that. Anyway, I hang out with them all the time.

Basketball keeps me going. I freaking love basketball. WNBA, NBA, NBDL, Streeball, And 1, Olympic basketball, you name it, I've seen it. I play basketball everyday. I used to be horrible, but now I'm a lot better. I plan on getting in some sport center leagues.

Anyways, those are the things I look forward to. Life rules.