no i wrote the first on wrong i guess. Thats not wat i meant. Its more that i'm willing to sacrifice myself for the greater good, but i will avoid at all costs. If the situation does arise and i have a gun pointed at me, im not gonna pull the trigger for him just cuz death is inevidable.

Im not a no fun tightwad (i have done many stupid things) and i wouldnt throw my life away.

Yah incase that makes any more sense. Dont get the wrong impression Life Has been awesome good so far and i cant complain but living isnt living if u got someone elses blood on ur hands just cuz u pussied out