GravitonSurge: dude you're acting like you're the only person in the world with problems like this
GravitonSurge: half the people I know
GravitonSurge: are either wrecks
GravitonSurge: or recovering wrecks
GravitonSurge: including myself
GravitonSurge: and the other half is still pretending
GravitonSurge: at least the first half is starting to cope with it
: pretending is great when you are in the process of it
: but once you hit the point where you realize you are pretending
GravitonSurge: its like drugs.
: you cant go back to it
: without knowing
GravitonSurge: it works for a while. but then at some point you realize it just isnt working anymore.
: without it being worst
GravitonSurge: and you can either keep focusing on it
GravitonSurge: and ruin your life
GravitonSurge: or do something else
GravitonSurge: most people do the first
GravitonSurge: I think you have to be strong to do the second

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