no. because i know that its different, and just reminding me off all the shitty things isn't going to help. if he does it again i know i walked into it, but until then, he's treating me better. why can't that just be that. I want to think of now. not what happened, and now what could possibly happen.

When my time comes, I want to be burried face down. That way, anyone that doesn't like me, can kiss my ass!