TAE's Dilemma

I have kind of gotten myself into some fucked up shit so I will start from the begining please give me some advice!

about 5 months ago I went to this dance and got really close to this girl that night her name is Pou
well we talked and she was like everything I seemed to need
we went outside and spent some "quality" time together and I could have swore I fell in love with her that night and many of the feelings still linger...

a couple days later she told me she had to move to california and that she didn't want to go so we spent that night together and we stayed close for a while after writing letters and making plans to see each other ,
well I happened to ruin that when I started doing red devils again and she found out she told me if I ever did them again that she would do something stupid and I just recently found out that it was due to my actions that I made her cry straight for a week and become depressed (also she started to drink)

after a while started to get used to her being gone and hopped up on the love game again when like about 2 months ago me and this girl edith have started to get closer (edith happens to be pou's first cousin) well me and her have been doing so much together and I can tell we are starting to fall for each other. all is well until me and Pou talked on the phone last night and I let her know I finally quit red devils and I began to talk to her about the boy she is seeing down there (her sister told me earlier all about her street racer boyfriend) and she denied it then she asked me to hold on and went to her sister (I could hear everything but she didn't know I could) and started yelling at her about why she told me and that she is going to break up with him when she comes back up here (Utah) and then we talked some more and she told me that she will be coming up here today and that she should be here about 2 am (she told me to stay up and coem see her when she gets here) she told me all htis yesterday and today I learned she is going to be staying with edith while she is here...

I have a lot of feelings for both of these girls and seriously don't know what to do
the only plan I have so far is when Pou gets here goto her and let edith see and then see how she reacts and only by that would I be able to know which one I want more but I do not know if I could do that to edith and I don't know if I can stop myself from telling pou how I feel about her cousin (edith)
One of my main problems is that Pou might be staying here and she might be going back

so plz give your input

Pou, is that pronounced poo or pow?

Stick with Edith, Pou doesn't seem all that interested in you now. Edith lives near you(I think) and Pou lives in cali. What is a red devil anyway?

red devil is a drug...... hmmm johnny which one did you feel the best with? think about if pou left again it wouldnt be as much as a relationship as edith
Edith is your girl. But if you spent some time with Pou.. no one would have to know?

SYG, You're horrible

Thats a quote worth keeping

I like the way you think but I like both of them to much to do somethign like that plus they would find out there related then no more girl for me
it's prononced like Beau or Bo

Pou=bo, so wou=wo=woah, so Pou=bo...wou!

I LOVE THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE!

i dont think those are English names... well Pou atleast.. is she polynesian Johnny?

Who cares what language it is?? I LOVE IT!

Yeah threse are both Polynesian girls the other ones Tongan name is Titi Mine is Asaeli

Originally posted by JohnnyTAE Yeah threse are both Polynesian girls the other ones Tongan name is Titi Mine is Asaeli

I love the language but I don't understand it..

well, Pou would be harder to saty with, but if she stayed, she would the the girl. But since she isnt I say stay with Edith.

seems to me that Pou lied to you. willingly lied to you, you where never to know about her street racer friend, do you think she would have told you? humm.. ironic what Sum said about none has to know, seems it would have happoned that way in the frist place, honestly i know little of what im talking about. so im sory i prbly cant offer anything :-\

(god forbit i get the names mixed up :-\ sorry if i do)

I know the fact that she lied to me the thing that I am confused for is why, it's not like she was trying to hurt me it was more like she didn't want to hurt her chances with me (see that's why I am so confused)

and don't apologize about anything I bet you can give better advice then many of the other guys around here because you already made me look more closely at something I thought was a good sign

my Main prob right now is not doing something with Pou I want too but then I start to think about how much I care for Edith it just seems wrong

go with one of them and never look back. cause if you do, you are only going to creat more jealouscy and you are going to end up finding yourself seeing both of them and you will eventually lose them both. Edith an Pou both sounds pretty nice and sincere, but the fact remains that you have to choose one and stick with your dicision.

Only if emotions didn't mangle the mind so...
the hard thing about that is there family so whichever I choose I will still be around the other a lot and I dunno if I could say no if you know what I mean
but I dunno it's all weird

you have to choose one jonny. since you did made Pou cried and she was you first out of the two, it would seems more right to go with here and i'm sure Edith would understand if you explain it to her. after all they are sisters.

fucking dude that's some heavy shit

Cousins not sisters lol
and thats the thing either way one of em is gonna endup getting hurt by me

i'm cant make this dicision for you johnny and no one else can but its either Edith going home broken hearted or Pou ending up with a drinking disorder (and a broken heart).