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Posted 2007-08-10, 03:27 PM
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im sorry, im depressed
Posted By Date/Time
My Chem 8/10/07 12:31 PM
im sorry..i no u guys will prbly all not want me posting this on here..but i really just need to type it out and this is the life section, right? well im so depressed bc in the car my family was making fun of me by saying i do everything that i do for attention and i said no i dont want attention from u people, its always bad attention. and my mom got mad and said i was unappreciative and that i cant go see mcr on the 13th. mcr is my life and without them i would die..i will die. i said attention from that is always bad bc i havent gone a single day without them making fun or insulting me in some way about being vegan or liking mcr, or caring about bugs. It was my 1 year anniversary of no animals on the 8th but it was also a 1 year anniversary of being insulted every single day. i need to see mcr and my mom isnt gonna take me. i hate my life. i tied bed sheets together and hung them out a window in the condo we are staying in and then i got a stool and tied the sheets around my neck and just stood there..i wish i could just die..but i have no will power..for anything. i keep eating more and more no matter how many times i tell myself to stop and so im getting fat and i cant do anything right and im always saying the wrong things and every1 hates me and doesnt understand me and i just need to die. i hate life. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
tempestuous_mind 8/10/07 12:49 PM
Please don't die. I understand why you feel depressed. My parents are like that too, they always have been. They are constantly criticiseing me for everything, nothing i ever did was good enough, and they have always failed to notice if i had problems i needed help with, and if i told them the truth I always got punished(I got scremed at and grounded when they discovered that I cut myself). When I went vegan, they took it as me being ungrateful...
If it helps any, I'm really proud of you for going veggie and sticking to it, and I'm glad you mind bugs! We all know here that you're doing a really good thing.
mikeyawesomeness 8/10/07 12:57 PM
wow. it's okay though. at least they're not being taken away. that's what happened to me. i got called obsessed by my parents and then they took mcr away from me completely. i know how you feel. please don't die... it's just a show. there will be plenty more chances for you to see them. but never for me.
tempestuous_mind 8/10/07 12:59 PM
Killing yourself is just not the way to go. That is giving up. And You do have will power! are you kidding me?! You have will to live! and to help animals!
Listen. I'm 21, and I think I'm over the worst of it. You have to realize that your parents are just people. They come with their own experiences and opinions and base their reactions on those. It doesnt mean they don't care about you, they are just not very good parents. It's not your fault. Trie to avoid conflict if they istigate arguments just react with some sarcasm.
Val_x 8/10/07 1:15 PM
do NOT kill yourself!! Things will get better!!You can move out of your house when you are old enough and go see MCR and be vegan without ever feeling bad!! And you do have willpower. Any vegan has willpower to do what they do. Please keep holding on. The animals you save every day will thank you for it. =]
Sarahxhavok 8/10/07 1:20 PM
suicide isn't the answer believe me
I seen someone I LOVE try to commit suicide
when I was little and I could do nothing
about it. At times I wish I could have
done something. but I am glad they lived
and I think about where would I be
if they did die. It would totally suck
chachaalana 8/10/07 3:15 PM
whoa babe , please see a therapist , or alla help hotline or something
ILovePets007 8/10/07 3:24 PM
::HUGS::
go to a therapist and they will prescribe you medication. it worked for me
iluffgiraffes 8/10/07 4:12 PM
you poor person =( just remember you have lots of support here. and your parents sound crummy, but i'm sure they love you a lot and are just worried about your health. but i'm glad you didn't kill yourself. congrats for having enough will to live to stop yourself from doing that. =)
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My sentiments: My mom and I fought on a daily basis for almost a year when I both came out of the closet and when I told her I was no longer going to be Catholic and pretty much giving up Church. That little twat doesn't know what it's like to have your mom fucking tell you that you're screwed up because she's failed as a parent, not to mention the fact she wanted to ship me off to a psych ward as well for it. That hurts a whole helluva lot more than not being able to go to one fucking concert. Fuck you, kid. Just fuck you.


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