Gonna miss you Shinto. Work that stuff out man, or you may grow-up like I will. I have issues, similar to your's. But according to my theropist(my mom recomended it and hell it is HER money) I am in denial.
Want a hug? Yeah, I hate being able to keep an average of 94% in my Algebra 2 class, which is childs-play. The reason is because I have my answers copied by one or another person, and our lunch time starts in the middle of class, so who knows how many people are sneaking a few peeks at my homework. I eventually got tired of it, so I started to do my homework at lunch. Problem solved. I don't know if this relates to your problem, but it sounds like it to me. I also don't know what mod-ing is, so I will leave that alone. Don't let any friend in Zelaron try and take control of you, because then they aren't really your friend. They are just some f*g who can't learn things on their own.
. We will miss you shinto. You are an outstanding member of the zelaron community. You seemed to be the mod that every d2 player had nothing against. I havnt seen much of your work, but assming youve been mod so long youve been doing a good job. Zelaron wont be the same wihtout your presence.
It is a very responsible thing for you to do, to give you your status as a moderator to go seek help. Admittance of yoru problems is the first step towards recovery. I'm sure i speak on behalf of all or most of the zelaron staff when i say i wish you the best of luck.
There is nothing to be sorry about either my friend. You have your own life to worry about, let other people worry about zelaron.
Its a very responsible thing yoru doign here shinto. I commend you for it. You will be missed in the zelaron community. Good bye my friend. Good bye for now.
Word. I hope you are okay dude, I will miss you... don't be in a hurry to get back or anything, get better, but when you come back, it will be great.