Starting to feel old?

The fact is that you have no proof, people didn't create it to ease the pain but they created it because some people believed it.. I refuse to live in a world where i live and end up dieing without anything ahead of me, humans have been around for thousands even millions of years but all I have in life is around 100, maybe alot less maybe a bit more depending on how things go but some people believe they actually saw n talked to god.. if he exists then that might explain it.. and if not then the people were probably just hallucinating, in dreams or just have some other explenation... but they cant base a whole god on death in my oppinion..