Serious venting being done...

thank you a lot for that and even for talking with me on AIM, but i still feel the same way i've seen, and i just dont think my friends are going to feel the same way I do for another few years, just because they always say they are more mature than me but I think the fact that i hav eactually been hanging out and talking to more teenagers and adults than they may ever have boosted me past their stages.. i just think if I tried to begin talking to them about it they would start mocking me