Gloom and how it gets that way.

Yeah, I mean... that's a big problem with WoW.

My raids are six hours long. That's 5 days a week... that's a fucking lot. I mean, it is a trap really. I can't play when I want, or for how long I want. I have to conform to some insane raiding schedule that 24 other people depend on me for. People create their own little fake reality inside that game, and it's just disgusting. I want to get to the point in my life where If neccesary I could exist if everything technological just died out and it was just me and other human beings that I love surviving or something like that. A natural state I suppose.


Here's my big problem though. I have determined that WOW serves as my escape...the idea that my much needed escape won't be there anymore is terrifying. There is a lot in life I'm afraid of, but mostly being alone and being bored. I need to stop playing the game... I just... don't know how I can.