Are you afraid of Death?

The thought of death, and seeing the dead, no longer shake me. My emotions have slowly been getting weaker as I grow older. When I was twelve I had a tragic event which caused me to become extremely depressed until I was about sixteen. After that I tried to become happy and live onward. As I continued, I found myself becoming more and more depressed and just plain tired of this world. Along with that, I seem to have lost most of my emotions. My chicken for 11-years just died and I couldn't cry nor feel sad. That's why I say in all honesty, that death doesn't scare me. As for dying, it wouldn't be such a bad thing for me. Why should someone who's beliefs and ideas, that don't follow the rest of the world's flow, be allowed to continue? That's the way I see this world right now. So as for dying, no, I'm not scared of it either. It can come at me and cause others their tears, but I won't be around to care.

What? This is a very detailed and personal response. Are you suicidal?