Reason for life?

Sometimes I get these visions in my head of my funeral.......weird. But yeah, my life sucks, liftin is the only thing I wake up everyday and look forward to. If my computer could run new games It would be battlefield Vietnam and ut2004 tho. I mean you all guys have it easy coz you were born in the US/CAN , at least you can work and shit. Im not authorized to work in the US and Im still wiating for my green card, every day that passes I give up more hope that it'll come in soon, its been a year and a half since my parents applied for my permanent residence and still nothing, im goign to my senior year in HS and I will have no job, no money and no car and if you do life math you get this

no job=no money
no money= no car
no car= no girl (dont give me that BS that you dont need one)
no girl+no money+no car = sucky life


class is over gg, see you tomorrow.


bitches

you know, I wouldn't mind giving you some money to help out for a bit, H-K.

Also, for me, I've got this great idea for a book...I want to see it through.

you know, I wouldn't mind giving you some money to help out for a bit, H-K. Also, for me, I've got this great idea for a book...I want to see it through.

Do you have a video card that you dont use around? that'd help more than money.......or I could buy the card w/ money

You're still on that video card thing.. Holy sweet merciful crap!!

http://www.zelaron.com/forum/showthread.php?t=24538
http://www.zelaron.com/forum/showthread.php?t=21084

You could whore yourself out to 100 fat chicks for 50 bucks a peice, or 50 really fat chicks for 1000 bucks a peice... WHAT Fat chicks need love too.

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Lol, he really could, it would work too.

I miss all that is Rico GP.

Lets see...Life
I keep going because of my music, games, friends, religon...and my computer
If i lost my computer i would go crazy, i would walk out of my house and maybe come back 4 days late...only because i would be terribly hungry.
My friends mean alot to me...even though i keep trying to help one that is drug-addicted yet it seems to be failing.
My parents.....I can't stand them. They are WAY to controlling and protective. My dad yells 24/7 and its usually because he's cussing at me for some bullshit reason. I HATE and i mean HATE school. FUCK SCHOOL I HOPE IT BURNS.
My siblings....Fuck them
uh lets see- I also love my dog shes the kewlest thing that lives in my house. When she dies..(which is gonna be soon shes old) im gonna be so pissed off, and someone is gonna feel it with my fist.

Other than that...not much keeps me goin. I get depressed alot and think about suicide alot then....

Oh well thats why

I've got a rather nice truck (2001 Dodge Quad Cab), It doesn"t help in getting a girl much. I'am too much of a solitary person. I like a good conversation, but dis-like to be around more than 5 people for an extended ammount of time. People in general are idiots and it annoys me.