Man, you know what? I don't even care. Yes, it was a stupid STUPID thing for him to do but that doesn't mean you have to go around rubbing my face in it. The fact is, I lost a close friend. The fact is, I was completely shaken for a while. I came on here and posted this to vent my frustrations. I thought I could do that without getting negative feedback.
I understand life throws you some curveballs and you have to deal with that, but don't take it out on other people. That's not the way to handle it. Talk about it with a close relative/friend, make your own post and try to get some constructive help from the members here, but don't ever fucking post something like that again.