Not about Kaneda

Or a dumbass. Even more so when i found out he lied and said they were emails to people to get me a "suprise" and he didnt want me to find out what it was. Disgusting.

Explain to me why you're with this guy?

Seriously, maybe you should just stop typing, because the more you try to explain things, and describe how peachy keen things are going, the dumber you end up looking. You literally just told us that he was soliciting sexual propositions recently, and he's been "amazing" over the last two months?

That's fucked up. Good luck.

You make it seem like i actually have the option to just close the door. We live in a very expensive apt. that I could afford, but then eat only on the occasions that food was given to me. yes, i could go through the courts to get child support, but that takes longer than I would need it to. I just found out about the personals, so it threw me off from our "great" 2 mos. or w.e. but the point is, you make it seem like there are more options than there are. I mean, after I get my bonus for x-mas Ill be fine through the next year, but thats a ways away.

Well, I hope it all works out for you in the end. You're in a tough spot, and one that no one should have to be in at such an early age. Good luck.