Back from the Psych Hospital

Well, I have been on probation for a 1.5 years and was supposed to get off on may 18th. I then received a letter in the mail stating I had a bench warrant out for my arrested because I had not attended my counseling as directed by the court. The thing was, I had been attending them, but I had missed one session because I was sick that day. I called my counselor several days later to reschedule the appointment, but within those days, my probation officer had called my counselor and asked if I had been attending or not. He then told her that I skipped my last session and hadn't heard from me since. Being slightly upset over this, I had also ran out of my anti-depressants and my anxiety medicine so I was on the edge already. I was also trying to dry myself out from drugs and hadn't slept in three days. When I finally did sleep, my girlfriend decided to come visit me and got pissed that I was sleeping and not giving her attention. My cunt of a sister also kept making shitty remarks to my girlfriend and I so the stress load was stacking up higher and higher. Then to top it off, I attempted to lay back down to try and sleep and once again my girlfriend got pissed and left. So we ended up breaking up and I was sick of it all.. I didn't want my probation to be extended for being sick, I didn't want to go back to jail, my sister was being a complete fucking bitch to my girlfriend, (well, now ex-girlfriend) and I had no anti-depressants, no anxiety medicine, I hadn't slept and then my relationship was ended just short of our 1 year anniversary. So I just said fuck it.

About the girlfriend -- sounds like she was very immature. You don't need a girlfriend who will let you do drugs anyways. You need someone who actually cares about you . You're a smart guy and can have a good future if you don't kill yourself with the present bullshit.