What if?

Last night I had a weird moment with my youngest brother. We were just hanging out, after a little bit of sparring and were just bullshitting watching TV. Anyways, we get to talking about music for a long time, and then about how brains are wired and how our perceptions are very closely the same, not just us but all of our intermediate relatives all have the same thought processes almost every time. We were talking about how lots of people aren't concious enough to realize how great our actual existence is, and that it's really sad. We continue to talk and he forgets what he was saying and sits there stumped (I do this all the time as well-when you are going on about something and ADD or something kicks in and you totally forget where your train of thought was going).. anywho, I was focused into what he was saying and actually tried to focus my thoughts on making him remember. It was a weird moment, I started to focus and almost instantly after thinking this, he starts talking and my Deja Vu moment started playing out. What he was trying to remember was my deja vu moment.

Is there any signifigance to this? Probably not. It was just a weird moment. Afterwards we just bs'ed about space-time and how the concept itself of time is something we're never going to be able to understand, ending with some chatter about how we don't want our existence to be our last, as in, we want to have some sort of existence after our death here. Who knows?

An hour or two after Madden I finally crash and while i'm watching TV I started going off into a mental hypnosis type of state where I'm just thinking about everything and focusing very well. While Judge "whateverblacklady" was on, I was thinking to myself "Damn, I wish I could figure out how to use the rest of my brain, I wish I could just prove to others that there is more to our reality than what we currently grasp".. and exactly at that time on the divorce court show they started talking about this girl's 'crazy' boyfriend and how they are getting divorced because he believed in the world ending in 2012.

Last night was weird.

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Since we're all doomed, how about you send me all your money?

...the hell? Did you even read any of that? I never said I was doomed.