I think it's time to give up, now.

I'm going to need some citation on the fact that I hate everyone and everything. Perhaps you are drawing conclusions based on preconceived notions rather than actual data.

Wouldn't mind some citation on me replacing my goals and personal responsibility with nihilism, too. I have plenty of goals I'm actively working toward and I don't blame my personal problems on anyone but myself. Unless you can somehow prove otherwise, you're full of shit.