tooooo good to be true

so here it goes...

first off between me and her things were great... we had a great time together, no fighting, etc.

she had just left her boyfriend of 1 1/2 years before we started talking... now i wasnt really aware of that whole situation to know what i was getting into. as we started dating she started having withdrawls, and started feeling like she was being wrong to me for still caring about him. now after she explained it all i accepted that she still cares, its normal. time goes on and as long as he didnt interact with her, we were fine, but once he did... she get all scared and doubtful about us.

one time she said she was going over to his house to return a shirt, i said ok... she ended up staying there awhile because she got in a fight with his mom, ok w/e. a few days ago she was over there to get her timeclock card she left over there while they were dating before xmas. now she already has a new one so i didnt know why she had to get the old one, i said w/e. today we split a part but what pissed me off is she said "its not fair to you that i wanted to go to his house", now i feel like she just said that to me as a reason to be over there. i swear, girls are redic

so anyways... she plans on talking to me about taking a break, she said she never gave herself time to deal with leaving him and its not easy to do so being with. she knew this but yet all day at work and outside of work it was total attachment. she wanted me to constantly be holding her, kissing her, etc... why the fuck when you know your going to end things later? redic

so in the end, she wants time to figure things out and then start things over with me... like try and start from the beginning. i dont know how that would work but honestly that sounds like bullshit. i feel shes going to try and see whats up with her and her ex, and im just a back up.

totally not caring right now