Reason for life?

Sometimes I get these visions in my head of my funeral.......weird. But yeah, my life sucks, liftin is the only thing I wake up everyday and look forward to. If my computer could run new games It would be battlefield Vietnam and ut2004 tho. I mean you all guys have it easy coz you were born in the US/CAN , at least you can work and shit. Im not authorized to work in the US and Im still wiating for my green card, every day that passes I give up more hope that it'll come in soon, its been a year and a half since my parents applied for my permanent residence and still nothing, im goign to my senior year in HS and I will have no job, no money and no car and if you do life math you get this

no job=no money
no money= no car
no car= no girl (dont give me that BS that you dont need one)
no girl+no money+no car = sucky life


class is over gg, see you tomorrow.


bitches