Do you feel like this sometimes?

I pay no attention to my own emotions. My feelings are shoved aside, and I just examine everything with a cool head.

Along time ago, I got angry frequently. My teacher refused to let me climb a step ladder, so i threw the ladder across the room. I felt a serious case of uselessness. Then I realized something. I may be ugly, stupid and unpopular, but what the fuck should I care? If the mirror shows an ugly teenage boy that may have no future, I just won't look at that mirror again.