Exactly my point Penny. Not existing whatsoever for all eternity sucks. I have thoughts, feelings, emotions, etc. right now. With the amount of length I have those attributes, non-existence will last an infinite amount longer. That blows. Our breif life is like 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 000000001% (Billions upon billions more zeros) of non existence